Upon Departure

Symbiots
Eyes wet with fare thee well
it only hurts when my heart beats
I thank god you're always with me

LAX
if you see a girl who looks like a porn star
she probably is

The phrase
"young lady"
came out of my mouth
unprovoked while asking a badge
for directions

I'm not sure how to deal with this
I think I'm old now. fuck.

Broom pusher Gun swagger
Hub of human liquid
Alice in wonderland
The adven ture comes in
a less than appealing package
don't judge a book by its
by its

it is
it is so lonely to leave a place
But we all leave all scheduled for departure
you say you are always with me
hard to feel bitter and cynical when I'm crying

So full of regrets
There's no where for it to stick to anymore
I just feel
I just

The world offers a blessing
of purple flowers
to herald my leaving LA
complimentary colors
the flowers falling from the tree
onto your parked
broke up ride
bright yellow antiquated

No regret
No regret I insist

Color wheel Steering wheel Dharma wheel

the airport signs look like film rolls
who uses film anymore?

Yellow and purple
waving to one another across the wheel
opposites or compliments?

the frame
the frame defines

and waves ripple out like clouds

I wonder
I wonder if purple cries like I do
reflecting on the easy relationship
of yellow and red
or yellow and blue

a veil of purple flowers crying down
to compliment
not oppose

I honor you
my brother

in gratitude