Reading a book

Every day I feel like I realize something new about what happened over the past 5 years. It is like I'm reading a book from start to finish. My relationship with Rachel gets clearer and clearer every day. Today I found out she had blocked me out of FB. But I didn't cry this morning. I was sad. And I was thinking a lot about her. But I didn't break down. That is a good thing. I know I'm going to be ok. Thanks to my friends for helping me get there.