Just another bad morning.

Yea. Just another bad morning. If I could give myself a lobotomy I would. I fully understand a movie like Eternal Sunshine. If there was some way I could just shut out my memories of her maybe I could feel capable of moving on with my life. Right now I feel emotionally crippled and I don't know what I'm going to do to get over it except work through this. I don't want to feel this way anymore.